The day before I turn 20

Soo, this is kind of like my last day of being 19 years old. Omg. Where did the time go? Where did it go? How time flies so fast. Srsly. I swear I was just a fetus 5 mins. ago. lol 

So earlier this day, I've decided I wanted to go somewhere and spend my last day of being a teenager? I actually didn't know exactly where to go and I'm like I think I want to go to a coffee shop to listen to some music that makes me recall all the memories that I have since I was in my momma's womb and be all dramatic and sumthin', i don't know. Or I could go to a restaurant and eat the f out. I'm so indecisive what I'm saying... (I was suppose to write down Justin's song but I forgot the lyrics.) 

Mmkay. So it's already 5:19 and I'm sitting on a bench at a park district with some stranger sitting next to me and she has food on her hand. Wait, I think this is a sign that I should go to a coffee shop that I'm currently staring at. I meant restaurant. But I'm not even hungry. Smh. I think Imma stay in this bench until midnight. Haha shit is giving me anxiety. Okay I got distracted by a cute guy from a distance. And now I shall stand up and go walk my butt off somewhere I can chill and not think about random things. Ugh maybe it's bcoz of adolescent stage? Puberty? Hormones? Lol idk how I'm saying this random things maybe because I'm lit turning 20 tomorrow.